IT'S ME, PAULA.

Just an update to my blog == Random thoughts. :P

I attended the small get-together at Toni’s place this afternoon. We played cards, enjoyed karaoke, and had a bit of truth or dare. They weren’t so serious about the asking questions part though and asked funny questions like: choose between _ _ _ _ _ _ or _ _ _ _ _ (insert persons’ names here). :)) We also had a deal that whoever loses in the card games would face the consequence of singing karaoke. I lost a game so they made me sing Oops! I Did It Again. It was actually my first time to sing karaoke in front of my friends. . . Awkward. :)) Aaaand unfair! Jason lost the next game yet he didn’t do the consequence. :| Nauto na naman ba ko? :/ Nevermind, it was worth it naman.. FUUUUUN. :) I also expected a lot more people to come, wonder what happened to them. :P Oooooh.. Didn’t get the chance to take pictures, too bad. :( Maybe because I got too preoccupied mimicking Gelo’s “fat boy” to tease Jason. =))

I also finished sewing my Wal-nut (of Plants vs Zombies) costume this afternoon. It’s for our parade next week (for it’ll be our Foundation Week). I’ll post a picture next time. :D

Anyway, I’m also hoping that Brandon wouldn’t get a link to my blog. Friends said that I have a lot of posts about him/us? Kinda embarrassed when Elcee commented about us being inlove. :| :)) Yaaaayks.

One more week before classes start.. Aaaaaah. Still haven’t finished reading my sister’s book. :| And, didn’t read a single chapter of Accounting either. Geeky? My dad advised me to read in advance.. which unfortunately, I wasn’t able to do. HAHAHA. Maybe tomorrow.. Or the day after. Or maybe.. I don’t know. NEVER. :P

G2G!! Sister has asked “Tepau, matagal ka pa??” a couple of times now. Think I have to go now.. GOODNIGHT CYBERWORLD :))

Since I’m now 18, I think I have to relive this blog and update.. So, I’m going to talk about my birthday last Saturday. :)

Hmmm.. It started not so differently for I had classes and a quiz in Economics, which I perfected. Haha. Guess I was lucky ‘cause it was my birthday! :P Anyway, as soon as I reached our classroom, my blockmates started greeting me and even sang a birthday song for me, which I didn’t really expect. I was touched. :’) And my not so friendly seatmate even talked to me as soon as I got to my seat and confirmed if it was my birthday. Aw, that changed my mind about her a bit. Maybe she’s just really a very serious person.. that’s why I misinterpret her.? Haha. Anyway, a got another birthday song during Cost Accounting class.. And that somehow made me feel more welcome in my new class. :D

Moving on.. After classes, Ana, Cyrielle, Jean, and Laiza were waiting for me outside and surprised me with their gift. It was a tumbler! Haha. It’s really pink so I love it.. But I’m quite hesitant on using it though. It was one of those personalized tumblers and  it had my picture on it! Whooops, nakahihiya. Haha.

Then I went home to get dressed for lunch with my sister. She granted my wish of me wearing a pink dress on my 18^th birthday. :D Best sister ever! It was a pink sexy back dress. :)) We had lunch at Chili’s, her treat. ;) It felt good eating there for our family used to dine there when we were still in Oman. How I wish my family and relatives were there with us too! The crew from Chili’s sang a birthday song for me (first time to experience that!). They also gave me free dessert and a gift (a keychain). :D Then, we went shopping afterwards. Also bought a floral dress which I’m not even sure where I’ll wear. Haha. I just bought it because.. I’m really not sure. : )) Anyway,  I’ll ask my sister for pictures next time, when we’re both not so busy anymore..

At 4:30, I had to leave my sister to meet Brandon. I was on the other side of the city so instead of going to Trinoma, I requested him that we go to MOA instead. :)) We met after more than an hour and went to MOA.. I wanted to see a movie in the Director’s Cut Theater (I’m not sure if I remembered that right.) but.. Movies were to start late and if we went, I wouldn’t have been able to get home early enough for my curfew. Sad sad. :/ So.. We decided to have dinner na lang. We were undecided on where to eat so we went around the mall to look for a place. Almost all places had waiting lines so we didn’t know where to go. :( Until we saw Teriyaki Boy, and settled for that. :)) The food wasn’t that.. Satisfying. So we promised to not eat there again. :)) Brandon’s gift was a bracelet with butterflies, a big one with two small ones. It was kinda.. Strange. According to him, it was unique and claimed that it took him almost an hour of deciding whether to buy it or not. Haha. Sweeeet? :) He also gave me a letter.. Which wasn’t quite touching. So I asked him to write me a new one and sent it thru the post office. Hahaha. I got the second letter with a greeting card two days ago, and that one was so much better, it left me teary-eyed! :’) Anyway, going back.. Since we didn’t have more time, we wen home as soon as finishing dinner. Unluckily, we ran into a perverted taxi driver.. I don’t want to talk about him that much anymore.. But just so you have a clue, he said things like, “Sa hotel ko na lang kayo ihatid.” ?!?!?! That was really creepy.. But instead of not talking, I continued on talking, I’m not sure why though. Maybe because I was scared that he’d feel disrepected and bring us somewhere else or maybe I’m just naturally talkative. :P Hmmmm.. Thinking positively, at least he added more adventure to the day and like what my roommate said, it’s not good to experience just happiness. The taxi driver brought balance to my birthday. : ))

It was also my first time to receive tulips; my mom gave some as her birthday present. : )  I also received a gift from my chikadora ex-seatmates and friends, Apphia and Karl. Apphia gave me cute black flats which fit me just right and Karl gave his long promised munchkins, which were supposed to be donuts! Haha. My best friend, Kristal, also left me a letter and Archie comics in my dorm. Too bad I wasn’t around when she came. : ( Her letter touched me a lot.. My roommates got surprised when I started crying. Haha.

Anyway, I had a really great time even though I wasn’t home celebrating with my family.. The people here made me feel loved. People back home did too, even though they were far away.. Or should I say I am far away?.. Oh, and another thing! I jokingly asked my mom if I’m still not allowed to have a boyfriend now that I’m 18. She replied, “Y naman? Ok lang yan. I trust you alam ko na alam mo ang limitations at priority mo pa rin studies mo.” YEEEEY. Hahahaha. And just a day after that, I already had my first ex boyfriend. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I’ll talk about that next time..

Exams’ll be next week.. And I have another test in Economics tomorrow, so I guess I should stop here.. Toodles poodle noodle :))

I’ve always wanted to know how it feels to be a scholar. And now, I’ve finally found a scholarship that fits me or so I think.. I’m starting to have second thoughts. I’ve started securing the needed requirements this week but then I’ve realized something: If ever I get this scholarship from Megaworld, that would mean me having to work for them as soon as I graduate. But then.. that would also thwart my dream of working for SGV. :| AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

I also wish to help my parents financially. Plus, going back now would mean.. I causing frustration to my mom who’s now helping me with the requirements, “sinayang mo lang pera, sana di na tayo nagbayad pa para sa requirements na yan.” Or maybe I’m just being too pessimistic or I don’t know.. Nooooo, I don’t wanna give up my SGV dream either. Brandon restated a while ago that plans are premeditated resentments. So… If I choose the scholarship, I might someday regret giving up SGV. I don’t need a scholarship.. But I want one. Can I have both? It also came to me that I can still work or SGV after fulfilling my duties to Megaworld, if ever.. But, would they still want me? AH, whatever.. Which reminds me, maybe I’ll go ask my accounting professor for advice. I think.. His opinion would be of great help.

aaaaaaah :|

A few days ago, I was with Ana on our way back to the library. As usual, I couldn’t keep my mouth shut and kept babbling. And as I was trying to remember a certain story I wanted to share, I failed to notice the slope at the end of the side walk and so I slid and lost balance. I can’t forget my cracked shriek, “Aaaaaaaray!” STUPID ME. Haha.  It hurt a bit but it was a lot more funny and so I wasn’t able to carry myself up right away for I kept on laughing. A bit embarrassing though, the people who passed by had to witness the scene. Ana urged me to stand up and so I did. My ankles hurt a bit but I managed to walk. My pants were horribly scraped though. But thanks to them, I escaped injury. :)

Anyway, that night I was sort of wailing, seriously, for I imagined having to go to the hospital and get my ankles bound or something. — one of my biggest fears. :)) I tried to hold on to my tears to prevent my roommates from hearing my cries. I started sniveling and so my roommate noticed and asked. I think she found it a bit strange too, that I was crying because of my fear of having to go to the hospital and not about the pain. Haha. Anyway, she still offered to buy the medicine. Something my dad said was an anti-inflammatory and pain killer. ;) The next morning, the pain was gone. YEEEEEY. I thank God for giving me proficient nurse parents. HAHAHA. :)

I regret not meeting him today. I’m not sure when I’ll get to see him again since he’s been so busy lately. :| Because of my drama again, we didn’t meet.Oh, I hate myself. :( Kasi kasi.. It’s partly his fault. Well, that’s what I’d like to think anyway. He said that he’ll try to get off school real early to be with me. But then I find out that he planned on going to church without even asking me yet.. While I was hoping that we’ll have dinner and talk talk talk, which would only be in less than 3 hours before my curfew, till it’s time for me to go home. He assumed that I knew we’ll be going since Friday’s his church day. My mind’s not set on going to church, I told him. So I said I won’t be coming. I was hoping he’d force me to go with him, but instead he said that he loves me and take care. Oh well.. Me and my drama.

.. I’m on the verge of crying again. :’( A roommate of mine mentioned something about me being obsessed. Haha. Well, I don’t think I am. As corny as it sounds, I think.. I’m in love. Super :)) Oh, I miss Brandon Wee :( I think I’ll just sleep it off. Not in the mood to do my report.. Oh wait, I think I’ll try to start it tonight. But if I fail on first attempt, I’ll go to bed instead.

PAALAM.

I’m freeeeeeeeeee :D Already had our last exams today and we’re done for the week. Weeeeeee, as in Brandon Weeeeee! :)) Anyway anyway, in my opinion.. The exams were okay. Except for.. Hmmmm, none actually.. Oh wait, Rizal. I’m HOPING for good results. Accounting was barely hard, just needed a little more time. I have a sure mistake though. And and, I just guessed some of my answers in the multiple choice questions part in our Marketing exam for I was quite unable to review well for the coverage that was super duper long. I just went through the important terms in the last two chapters. :)) Good luck to me. :P

And now.. Happy slumbers to me!! :D :D plus, going to watch a movie later. Go to the museum tomorrow morning for our requirement in Hum 1. And and, meet Brandon Weeeeee. YEY. It seems so long since we last met, which was just last Saturday. Well, maybe I just got used to seeing him twice, thrice.. or even four times a week. :)) How much I hate his new rule of not meeting on weekdays. >:P Still, I think that’s for our own good naman. He blamed me for his mediocre grades last term. According to him, I text even when it’s time for him to study or sleep, I let him stay out late with me, and whatever. Hahahaha. SORRY. Nanay said, “okay lang basta di maapektuhan studies mo okay?” My grades aren’t affected, but his.. Whoooops. :)) I’ll be good this time. O:)

Going now.. Internet seems slow today. Zzzzzzzz :)